hey all. whoa, its been FOREVER since i last updated this thing. im sooo sry. i kno ya missed meh! ~_^ lol. newhoo, guess i should update ya on all the shi... i mean crap, that's been happenin. lol.
ok, first things first. waiting SUCKS. I seem to be waiting for alot of things lately. Waiting for high school to start- *scary* - waiting to get behind the wheel of a sweet car. waiting to meet no ppl, get a life (meet some hotties) and all that sh**. waiting never ceeses. what sucks even more is... once i get all this... then what? then there's nothing to wait for. but by then maybe i'll find sumthin.... maybe....
im in summer stretch now. its pretty fun. i enjoy it at least. every wednesday we do a service project (boring/fun lol.) and then in the after noon we PARTYY! WOOT WOOT! lol. oops, i should've made the "party" more colorfull... oh well. screw it.
ummm, goin through sum rough patches lately with a few ppl. i love talkin about it on here cuz the person im talkin about, and know one i "know" is on here so no one gets hurt. lol. newhoo, my friend beth (i'll call her B) has been DRIVIN ME INSANE!!!!!!!!!!! she is so friggin annoying! unfortunatly, she's in my summer stretch group *woo..hoo...* so i have to spend EVERY FRIGGIN WEDNESDAY WITH HER! gawd. newayz, she's blaming me for EVERYTHING such as her not having a boyfriend, her not havin any nmoney, and all that crap that has NOTHING TO DO WITH ME! GET A LIFE! AAAARRRRRRGH! *calms down* ok. i think all that mountain dew is gettin ta me...... (i had 3 cans today) so yeah. i just hope all this *grrr* works out (altho i have to admit it does make my day much more... interesting. yeah we'll go with that.
ok on to better stuff. i went shoppin at northtown and bought 3 shirts fromw et seal (they're havin a buy 1 get 2 free deal ^^ sweetness!) so taht was fun and i loaded up on jewelry (earings mostly) i want to get my cartilidge pierced but i'm not sure if i should go for it or not (what if i don't like it?) whatever.
oh, and again with waiting, im WAITING to get a cellie! my mom has been hintin all summa thatt i might get one "soon" (hopefuly "soon" comes soon!)
well, i g2g. LEAVE ME LOVE!
sry i've been neglecting the site. haven't really felt that motivated lately. lol. i feel like a change. i really don't know what change i want but i am desperate to have one. i'm bored with lots of stuff. my school- which i've been at for 8.75 years- is boring. blah. you don't look at anyone and think anything. they're there. they've always been there. you know everyone too well almost. its a wierd feeling. being in a little box, ready to break out. i don't know what i'm going to do next year though. i mean, i'll go from a little fish in a little pond to a little fish in a BIG pond. there are about 450 kids in my school. next year, there will be 450 a grade! talk about nuts! i'm scared, but its a fresh start. so i'm scared of screwing it up. i don't know..... change.
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el lago de busco de la concordia language village esta muy divertida!
lol
ok enough with the spanish
--snap outta it sam... its done.... its done--
lol
sry i absorbed a LOT of Spanish this weekend so yea. (kelly knows what i'm talking about, si?)
we had to do the salsa and we had to line dance.. which felt like i was square dancing... oh well. they weren't as wierd as the dances my cuzins y mi hermana made up 
!!! haha
''' bursts into laughter''' ::goes and plays song::
just ges to show how boredom can make simple minds turn to mush filled with nothing but lame choreography. i knew that therory all along... really.
::turns it up::
DOWN ON DREEEEEEEEEE (hits really high note squeaking) AAAAAAAAAMMMM STREEEEEEEET!
WELL THAT I SUUUUPER CAAAAAAAAAN!
lol
never gonna let you guys live it down.. never --shakes head--
shoulda taken a pic and posted it on my blog... ++ IDEA++
oh well....
what'll they think of next?
haha
knwoing kelli.... -sighs- i don't want to know....
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updated. place was feeling dull so yea
i haven't been on in awhile. guess i lost motivation.
by the way kelli i loved the dream.... although i doubt you can actually cook.... all you eat are popsicles! haha
nothing to much to write about but i will find something.
oh i got one! 
my sister broke her arm (my second grade sis jessica) while she was on the monkeybars. she was screaming and when she walked inside her arm was limp and it was really gross. she could barely move it but she could move her finger and it was swelling. my mom and dad took her to the hospital around 8:30 ish and they didn't get home til 10:45. she was very brave.. and very wound up after the medicine kicked in. she has a sling and a temporary cast. she gets an actual cast on friday. poor thing... if i was her age i would've broken down crying. she cried of course but she was very brave. <3 
lets see.... what else can i write about...
played DDR at my friends house. i am still pathetically addicted to that game. haha. i did pretty well.
i had to be a jew. don't worry, not permanently... but we're learing about the holocaust and they had 1/3 of our grade be jews. we had to sit on the floor, be last in line, weren't allowed to get up and go to the bathroom, etc etc. it was kinda irritating but i think it was cool to like see it through their eyes. i don't know. what annoyed me though was my friend. she was always like "sam thinks this is fun! isn't that lame?" i'm like "it's not 'fun' its just kinda interesting" and she kept singling me out and picking on me- and she was a jew too! o well. the day is done.... i'll get her tomorrow.... jk. i don't do that.
well, i'm running outta room
no shout outs today
too lazy
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ummmm its like 10:00 or sometime around there. i'm close anyways, we did a virus scan of our com and we had 87 infected files! talk about nuts! we are workin on getting rid of it but for now we are just downplaying how well the virus workes. my com actually let me on which is a pleasent surprise i was expecting to not be able to go online for at least 4 days so yea ^_^.
anywhooo
not much to do today. my frined who was gonna come over can't cuz of an extra sports practice so that's a bummer so i'll be online lots as long as my computer will allow. lol. i might go outside its supposed to get to 75 degreees so that's awesome. maybe i'll go play some b-ball in the backyard. i owe Sabrina and Jack a re-match lol. me and my sis can take em tho. lol.
i am, like i said, outta things to do. i took a shower, did my hair, did my hair again outta boredom, had a big breakfast because i needed something to do so i cooked lol and i went online. haha. i think i might head over to sam s's house to see what she's doin. she wanted to challenge me to Tony Hawk 3 on playstation2. i beat her last time. lol. that was funny. ^_^ she also said she did somethin really cool to her profile so maybe i'll go take a looksee.
ummm after i updated yesturday i went to the dog park. its a park you go to take your dogs to run. lame yes but enjoyable. my dog, buddy, desperately needed some excersise. he got it. when we got home he slept for like an hour which is a pleasent change . lol. last night i couldn't go online but that's ok. i stayed up and watched movies.
well, i'm gonna stop boring you guys now
i am just lookin for stuff to do so the longer the better in my case
lol
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